” If I just isolate myself… I don’t disappoint anyone. If no one hears from me, if no one knows what I am doing, how I am doing, what I am feeling, if I am suffering… if they don’t know a thing then I won’t feel like complete shit.
The less known the better and worse… Sometimes I want to scream in a crowded place. I want to explode and not exist anymore. Sometimes I feel that if I disappeared in the permanent way I would be okay
Don’t ask me how I’m doing…
I’m doing fine “